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- Another Solar Fox Original
- Josh
-
- My name is Josh. I live in a small town in west Georgia. I just turned
- seventeen years old and as much as I'd like to drive, I just basically ride a
- bicycle because I can't really afford a car. It's not really so bad because
- this town is so small that it doesn't take long to get from one side of it to
- the other.
- I have a younger brother, Justin, he's just ten years old, but he's pretty cool
- and he gets into a lot of the things that I do. We do a lot of neat things
- together and a lot of times we'll go off on our bicycles and explore places.
- Once in a while, he'll even double up with me on mine.
- That's all of my family that I have except for mom and dad, I don't have any
- other brothers or sisters. Actually, I'm glad that I don't, and I'm really,
- really glad that Justin was a boy. Come to think of it, I'm really glad I'm a
- boy, too. Justin is so cool - a lot of times when I am down and depressed,
- he'll even strip off for me and show me his body. He'll flap his balls around
- and it'll cheer me up in a hurry, when nothing else will. Yeah, he knows what I
- like alright..
- Sometimes he comes in here and uses my computer too. We play some games too,
- but this may sound funny - when I get tired of playing games, he usually does
- too! I couldn't believe it from what I hear about some people.. having fights
- with their brothers and all.. but we never really fight.
- He looks at my body, too. Mom and dad really don't care about what we do, but
- we never really tell them, either. We sleep in the same bed and share the same
- bedroom. Not long ago, our parents even bought us a queen size heated waterbed.
- Before that, all we had was a little double bed, but even then we had fun.
- It really has been fun growing up with my little brother.
- In fact, he's looking over my shoulder right now and I told him he could pull
- up a chair and watch and he'll get a turn.. he's in his underwear and I told
- him to close the door and we'd both get naked. Okay, little bro?
- Yeah, he looks at my body, too.. he likes to feel of my hair and all.. and I
- keep telling him that it won't be long until he gets all that hair too. He
- loves to eat my cum. He keeps telling me that he can't wait to be able to shoot
- long and hard.. like I do.
- I'm about 5' 9" tall and I guess my skin is kinda dark.. my hair is really
- black I guess, and my eyes are brown.. some kids have told me I kinda look
- Mexican-- but it's not in my blood, so I guess its just all the sun I've been
- getting. I don't have any hair on my chest, and well, I kinda.. shave my legs.
- Actually I let Justin do it. Did I say that?
- It's kinda neat.. it looks like I turn Justin on as much as his young boy body
- turns me on.. hell. I can remember when I was his age, too kinda vaguely. Well,
- see, we have a pool in our huge backyard too.. my parents own about 34 acres of
- nothing but woods. I don't know why, I guess because there isn't another house
- around for miles. There really isn't, but maybe that's just as well for me and
- Justin. We do a lot of things back there.. and I promise I'll tell you all
- about it. Maybe he's too young to know he's gay, but he certainly lets me call
- him that. I'll call him a little queer sometimes, and all he does is laugh.. I
- love it. Most brothers would hate that. When I was his age, I would have loved
- it.
-
- This is Justin.. I just wanted to say that my brother is really cool as shit.
- Yeah? Betcha never heard a ten year old like me cuss before, have ya? Well.. I
- do and I kinda like it.. heh.
- It's funny.. I let Josh change my clothes a lot. I mean, sure, I'm able to do
- it myself, but he makes it fun. He strips me off.. like I am now and looks at
- me. I like to let him look at me. He's really a neat brother. Sometimes he
- sticks his.. can I say this here? Okay.. sometimes he sticks his dick up my
- butthole. I really like the way it feels. At first I didn't, but when we got
- out away from the house and everything it was really cool. He does things to me
- that I can't even do to myself.
- Gosh Josh, my dick is hard!
-
- That little weiner. He is so cool. He has to stop and play with himself now
- while I type. I have sucked him off so many times now.. I think I suck him
- everytime he gets off, almost.. heh.. no offense, Justin, but if you wanna
- know.. he's got about a three and a half-incher. It looks really cool and
- bigger when it gets hard.. doesn't it? My man-pecker is about seven and a half
- inches.. lil' dude, yours may be this big one day.. heh!
- Yeah.. Josh calls me a little queer a lot. I know queer is supposed to mean
- gay, I mean, a dude that plays with other guys all the time, but I don't mind
- him calling me that. I like to play with Josh's dick 'cuz it makes me get hard
- too.. I guess he's right, my dick's kinda wimpy, but I ain't grown yet.. heh.
- My little body still has a ways to go. You know what I think I like best
- though? When Josh, well.. puts his dick up there, and he shoots off.. yeah.. I
- like that feel of that cum going in there. I can't wait until I can do that to
- him.
- Justin can't really type that fast, and I had to go back and correct a lot of
- his typos cos I wanted you to see what he said. He's good at lots of things,
- but he doesn't know where the keys are yet. One thing's for sure, he knows
- where my dick is! Heh.. last weekend we left after school on a long bike ride.
- We were gone from Friday afternoon until Sunday, just about all weekend. We
- found some really neat places and we saw some guys back in some woods having an
- orgy. Justin was a little afraid to join in so we didn't, we just had our own
- little orgy. Between us, we carried a small tent and some camping gear. We
- slept naked at night and since school is almost over, the weather is getting
- hotter at night. I guess we are too. He gets as horny as I do, and a little
- more often!
- It's cool.. I'll be doing homework or something at night, and he comes in
- wearing shorts, and has his hand sometimes down his shorts, smiling at me and
- sometimes he feels of it through the front- and you can tell he gets hard. My
- signal to him is that I lay down my pencil right in the spine of my book, not
- on the desk or anywhere but right in the spine of the book. He walks on over to
- me, and drops his shorts and his drawers in front of me. Usually he pulls his
- underwear down REAL SLOW and I can see his cock appearing all hard and
- everything when he does, and it's right in my face. He smiles and puts his
- hands on his hips. Sometimes he'll stick a finger up his ass. He flaps it
- around a little, too. Then he bends back and makes sure his cock is right in my
- face. I suck it off. As soon as it shudders about five times, he goes, "Ooo.
- That was rad," and wants me to do the whole thing all over again. One thing
- about him is that he is never satisfied. But then, some customers can never be
- pleased!
- He kisses me a lot, too just like he kisses mom. I dunno.. he started it and I
- guess I kinda like it. He's even kissed my buttcheek before. So then I gave in
- and started kissing him. I think Justin is the first kid I've ever kissed.. but
- I know why he does it. Because we love each other that much. A lot of brothers
- just love each other as brothers. You might say Justin and I go beyond that.
- People think sometimes that because of where I live and everything that I'm
- sort of a redneck. I don't like that. I don't chew tobacco and I don't even
- smoke. I guess I don't really look all that gay, either.. whatever that's
- supposed to mean. But I know that since I was about Justin's age, I was really
- excited when I might accidentally see parts of another boy that I "wasn't
- supposed to." One time when I was thirteen I got a little brave and watched
- another guy pee in the school restroom. I think it was Barry Hansell.. yeah. He
- had a nice dick, I guess, and he knew I was watching him pee cos I peed and
- then I zipped up and just stayed there instead of walking on. But then, there
- wasn't anyone else around anyway. Barry got wise to me standing there and
- smiled. He was about half through peeing, I guess, and he started having
- trouble getting the rest of it out and he started giggling quietly. I smiled
- then, I remember.
- He gradually got started doing it again, leaned back and took a deep breath as
- the eye of that thing really opened up and a real large strong stream was
- coming out. I could tell then that he was holding his breath and FORCING it
- out. He kinda geeked me out a little then. Guess it wasn't surprising, cos he
- was always a pretty nasty kid.. never took bathes or anything. He took his hand
- when he was at the peak of pissing, and put it in front of his stream. Then he
- took the other and rubbed them together in it, as though he were washing his
- hands. Perhaps he was.
- I just stood there, hands on my hips, and I was really getting hard. He reached
- in next and drug out his balls, right out of the fly of his jeans. He might
- just as well have had on nothing, eh?
- Then he started taking pee.. God he must have been storin' that shit up all day
- or something, because he was really pouring it out, but he took some in his
- hands and began smearing some on his nuts. I was a little appalled because this
- was the first time I had seen anyone do anything with pee other than piss it
- into a toilet, or maybe in the woods somewheres.
- But then I was even more appalled - he asked me if I wanted him to pee on me.
-
- Well, what the hell, I guess I decided. I was a dirty kid too, but just
- dirty-minded. I guess two could play at this nasty game. School had just let
- out for the day, and some kid might just happen along, but what the hell.
- As soon as I offered, "yes," however, he cut his pee off in mid-stream. Maybe
- he had offered too late.
- "Come with me," he said as he led me into a stall. "Can.. can I see yours?" he
- asked intently.
- I went all-out and dropped my shorts and my underwear. He dropped his clothing,
- too. Now I could see those balls in the light, gleaming with the wetness of the
- pee he had rubbed there. He had a hell of a ballsack to be thirteen. I began to
- wonder if he could put out.
- "Kick your clothes to the side, like this," he said, kicking them away and
- removing his shirt. I followed his lead.
- He was chubby, but then that was okay. Chubby kids kinda turned me on, a little
- anyway. To see a kid walk and all that stuff shift around... heh.. it was kinda
- cute sometimes.
- He took his thumb and forefinger, squeezing the end of his half-hard dick, and
- began to spray me down. Some even got in my face. I didn't seem to mind; he saw
- me lick my lips even to try to taste it and when he did he directed some more
- in that general direction. It wasn't that bad, actually, and it seemed to make
- my hardon even harder. I even turned around and got some on my back.. it
- streamed down my back and got into my asscrack.. I was so close to cumming just
- from thinking that he was actually doing this to me. After a couple of minutes,
- he was drained. I looked at Barry, he smiled at me, sorta wet too because he
- had sprayed himself some too, on purpose. Only his hair was wet, too. He had
- taken an all-over shower. "How was it?" he asked.
- "Cool," I replied, surprised at myself just how much I did like it. Now there
- was pee all over the floor. Most of it had run into a nearby floor drain.
- "How.. in the hell did you piss so much?" I couldn't help asking.
- "Simple," he replied, "I drink water all the time." He reached over and felt of
- my dripping balls. "You don't.. mind me feeling you?" he asked when I showed no
- resistance.
- "No, no I don't.. not at all."
- "Well, you can feel me too.."
- I did. His balls felt neat. I asked. "Can - you shoot sperm, Barry?"
- "Yeah, yeah I can.."
- "How far can you shoot it? Across the room?"
- "Just about.. heh.. I've laid in my bed before and shot my door.. heh.. and my
- window too.. I like to eat it, too."
- "Eat it? Is it that good?"
- "It's REAL good.. and sweet!"
- This was exciting me like mad. "Can I taste some of yours?" I asked.
- "Sure but.. not here. You wanna come over to my house?"
- "Yeah!" my eyes lit up like neon signs. I felt a chill run through my body not
- unlike that of when I'd wake up on Christmas morning when I was younger and see
- that Santa Claus had brought me everything that I had wished for. By the way,
- Justin is reading this too as I write it and this is the first time he has ever
- heard this story. Would you believe.. the kid has gotten off twice since I
- started? Now he's wanting me to give him a pee shower for some reason.. I never
- have done that to him before, but after reading this he said he wanted to try
- it and see how he liked it.. I guess I probably will, we have done a lot of
- other stuff.. so.. anyway back to my story.
- Instead of riding home, going North down Tolliver Street, Barry lived the other
- way, South. I rode my bike and he rode with me. At first I was afraid to let
- him do that, not because he was big, well, I guess so, but mostly because I
- thought the smell of him would knock me out. I was surprised.. he just smelled
- like pee! Maybe that was what he smelled like all the time, just pee! It didn't
- smell that BAD!
- Anyway, so he rode with me, on the back of my seat. We got on some back roads
- and.. well, his dick was getting harder. His dick was bigger than mine too, and
- fatter, I guess you'd say. He had a chubby body, and a chubby dick to match it.
- Somehow I could feel it pressing against me, against my butt as we rode. I
- began to think, as I slowly pedaled along and he had his arms wrapped around my
- stomach as we rode along.. and he started feeling my chest. I didn't mind that
- for some reason, in fact it had felt kinda good to me. He was running his hands
- across my tits and all. No one had ever done that before. Between that, and my
- sudden thoughts of what it would be like for him to somehow put his dick into
- my butthole, I nearly wrecked my bike a couple of times. No one had ever fucked
- me before, it was just that well, I was smart enough to know I had a hole back
- there, and I had put my fingers in it a few times. What would be so different
- about another boy's dick? Nothing!
- I stopped on a street corner, I still had a mile and a half to go. Barry
- usually rode the bus, but since his parents weren't home it really didn't
- matter. When I stopped on the corner, I took off my shirt and put it in my back
- pocket. Well, Barry saw me do this and he did too. I am convinced that Barry
- was gay too, and loved it.
- I glanced back, and he had his dick out of his jeans, hard as a brick! Oh shit!
- What if we got stopped?!
- "It got cramped in there," he told me. "It had to have air."
- Oh well.. at least we were off the main drags now and not far from his house. I
- got so I couldn't stand it and I wanted to try it.. suddenly I thought where
- better than a bicycle seat, and it would only make us closer, besides. I pulled
- way off the road, stopped and eased just the back of my shorts and my underwear
- down. They were really yellow because Barry's piss had dried there now and I
- was a little sticky. "What are you doing?" he asked.
- "Just watch," I replied and I had them down so that my butthole was accessible.
- In fact, if I took my knife and.. hell, I never wore these old shorts anyway.
- We stopped, took a breather, and I took a knife and, removing my clothes so I
- wouldn't get cut, I cut a slit through my shorts and my underwear, right at my
- butthole. A nice big cut, that wouldn't be notced directly. Yet, big enough so
- that... heheh.. I laughed evilly.
- "What...?" Barry asked, amazed, his hardon as tall as ever.
- "Just watch," I said, "passers-by would never even think.." and they wouldn't
- see any bare skin down there either. We got back on the bike. "Slide forward,"
- I instructed him. He had never fucked anyone either, and had no idea what I was
- telling him to do. "Go ahead. Push your dick through the cut in this fabric."
- He did, he inched himself forward and I could feel him enter my hole. It hurt a
- little, but my cheeks were so spread apart anyway from the contour of the seat,
- that it really balanced my butt out. "What.. I'm in your butt?" he asked.
- "Yeah, you are."
- "Doesn't that hurt?"
- "No! It feels good!"
- I'd hit a small bump now and then and it would cause his head to vibrate in
- there. "You're right," he said, "it does feel good." I think if we had just
- been in his room or somewhere, he may have been a little more reluctant to do
- that. But since we were sitting so close together...
- Before we finally got there, he found himself humping me slightly, lifting
- himself just a little off the seat and moving in and out. Just enough to be
- moving. "Feel good?" I asked.
- "Yeah!" he answered, laughingly. "It's cool! I like that idea!"
- When he was still, and we went passed some houses, no one even knew we were
- doing anything but riding, because his dick was all the way inside of me and it
- looked like he was just pressing his jeans against my shorts. Oh, he WAS doing
- that, alright!
-
- He pulled out of me and zipped up as we got to his house. It was neat, feeling
- him pull out like that.
- We went in his house and got undressed in his room. He looked cooler and cuter
- undressed here, I guess because I knew he could do more neat things to me, and
- I could do them to him, too. That was neat though, me thinking of that idea..
- him getting inside me.
- "Well..." he said, "you wanted to see me shoot some spermy?"
- "Yeah!" just the thought that I might taste some sperm made me have to grasp at
- my tool.
- He made me sit on his bed, and he stood up in front of me. He began playing
- with himself and it was less than a minute that he said, "here it comes! Open
- wide!" and I did. He shot and shot. He shot it from about a foot from my mouth
- and it STILL went in. God, it was good!
- Just think, I was thinking to myself, all that could go belting up my hole.
- He shot a lot. All he could do as he squeezed his dickhead and tasted the last
- drop of it out of his slit was look at me and show his pearly whites. As if to
- say, "I can shoot, and you can't!" Still, I got a lot more wads from him after
- that. It was about a year later that I gave him MINE.
- He fucked me a few times; I tried fucking him and he liked it too. But soon his
- dad had to transfer to Texas with the company he was with and I never have seen
- him since.. and dammit, not one letter.. not ONE! Oh well, at least I do have
- Justin.. and Justin has me.
-
- This IS Justin. He's gonna let me talk just a minute. Yeah I have my brother. I
- like what he's said and what he's shown me. I like tasting his cum too.
- Actually, I like eating it all. He lets me suck it right from the spout. Heh..
- he's tickling me now, right under the armpits. Josh has hair under his
- armpits.. I wish I had hair under mine. You know, I just thought of this really
- wicked joke I heard at school (actually I'm the one that started it).. what has
- a hundred teeth and holds back a monster? Give up? My zipper! Heheh.. I love
- dirty jokes.. especially about boys. I guess that kinda makes me gay, but it
- doesn't bother me. Maybe it's like Josh says, it wouldn't be easy to tell by
- looking at me, except for my pink shirts I wear once in a while.. and Josh said
- I picked up hooking my wrist from him. Big deal. That was cool hearing about
- Barry. I knew Barry a little. I was just six then though. You know, I can't
- really remember when Josh first started well.. messing with me..
-
- I can't either, Justy. Lessee, I was seven when you were born.. did I tell you
- what I did to you when you were a baby and mom left me alone for hours with
- you? Huh? Can you guess? Sometimes I'd undo your diaper.. uh-huh.. and feel
- your weenie even then.. I'm serious! I didn't do it often, but the best I
- remember you liked it.. you sure didn't cry, but I remember one time you pissed
- on me. God! That was awful!
- Yeah.. a few times you got an erection, I guess because it just plain felt
- good. Even when you were older and we'd take tub baths together because you
- were too scared to take a shower and well, I just wanted to be close to you all
- the time, I never wanted to let you alone even for a second.. sometimes I felt
- like I was crowding you out - even now I do sometimes, but you I like it. Oh,
- he's saying to rest easy that I never have crowded him out. I guess because
- we're such birds of a feather. Anyway, I wanted to be close to you and I wanted
- to see your cute body naked so bad that I was willing to compromise my showers
- for your tub baths. It was so cool.. hell, I don't know why I think it's over..
- we still shower together and do just about everything together.. it was funny..
- mom never used to think it was unusual, but just the other day she said
- something about, "aren't you getting just a little too old to be showering with
- your brother?" and I said, "no, you're NEVER too old to shower with someone you
- love as much as I love Justin..." She let it go at that, although her
- expression suggested a little bit of surprise. She never mentioned me getting a
- girlfriend or anything and I've never mentioned it to her, although sometimes
- she wonders why I skip the junior/senior proms. Heh.. what she doesn't know..
- Talking more about Justin here for a minute.. yeah, I can probably tell you
- more about my brother than my momma can.. because I was there a lot of times
- even when she changed his diapers. I dunno, I kinda feel like I have a little
- mother in me for this little dude.. and he's sitting over here now saying that
- he can tell it and smiling. I know I don't want any kids of my own, and I sure
- as hell don't want no woman. From what a straight friend of mine, Derek was
- telling me, they're nothing but money-spenders, and they can spend it as fast
- as you make it. God, I don't think I could stand that, some girl taking
- everything I slave and save, and blow it all on some dress at Macy's or
- something.. yech! Damn.. Justin feels the same way! It's so hard for me to
- believe sometimes.. that I am so lucky to have a brother who doesn't mind the
- way I am. I kinda wonder if he'll still be gay when he gets my age.
- Urgh... well, don't. I will be, bro. Girls are nasty, nastier than Barry
- Hansell! I've.. well, Josh.. you don't know this but I guess you will now..
- I've seen pictures of girls nude before.. and they are ugly! I've seen pictures
- of naked guys before too, 'cos Josh has some.. yeah.. and they really look
- cool. I can't wait until my dick gets bigger..
- Barry Hansell was -NOT- nasty! He just never took a shower.. boy, don't you
- know the difference? Heh.. yeah.. he liked to piss on himself, I think he did
- it every chance he got. Yeah, once I got to know him he was always doin' that..
- everytime I turned around he went into his bathtub nude and stood there an' let
- it stream.. I think he was a piss FREAK.. and he like, kinda turned me into
- one. Justin's asking me now if he wants me to let him pee on me.. said he had
- some built up.. yeah, why not..
-
- That was kinda cool. I went in there into the tub and he really turned it on..
- heheh. Musta been all the Coke he drank.
- Where did you see the pictures of those girls nude? I'd seen some before too,
- at a party over at Ted's. They didn't do anything for me.. but they musta done
- something for Ted because he and Hank were sure busy flailing away on their
- cocks! Yeah, they shot off and jismed all over me.. great.. Justin doesn't know
- what jismed means.. he CAME, okay? Jism is another word for cum. That reminds
- me.. yeah.. I was the one that taught Justy everything.. jacking off, sucking..
- the whole nine yards. Yeah, he'd admit it. I found about my dick when I was
- three or four, I think. I started off doing it by huming a mattress. Yes, I
- know you've done that before Justin.. whoa, shit! He's going to go hump MY bed!
- This is wild.. he likes the way my bed smells. I guess that means he likes the
- way my body smells, too. Well, I guess Justin found out about himself at about
- three also because I was bound and determined that he was going to! I wanted
- him to discover nature's way of getting you "high".. and I think that was one
- thing that's helped keep us both clear of drugs, permanently. Justin told me
- once last year in school that a kid tried to give him part of a joint, and he
- "just said no". I love him for it.
- Yeah, I guess you could say because of where we live and everything, we're
- kinda nature boys. We spend a lot of time in the woods and there is a creek
- that flows about two-thirds of the way behind our property before we get to the
- barbed-wire fence separating our yard from a medical/dental building on the
- main highway. We get naked and play in that creek sometimes.. it's not real
- big, just a small one.
- I hate to change the subject, but I was just thinking that when Justin was
- little, one of the things we'd both do in that tub when we were supposed to be
- bathing, was pee. Yeah, we'd watch the water yellow. It was okay I guess.
- Justin's panting over there now and saying he just came.. wowzers.. yeah he's
- running over here now and showing me his pulsing dick, and grinning.. I'm
- feeling of it.. God, it's hot and it really IS pulsing! God, you really DID go
- all the way, didn'cha!? Oh if you could sperm, you would have just shot a whale
- of a load.. sorry... I don't like to keep reminding him.. it depresses him a
- little when I talk about it, cos he wants to shoot SO BAAAD..
- Yeah.. he's sitting back beside me now and it's still throbbing a little.. but
- starting to go down. Oh.. he said it hadn't gone down much.. anyway...
- In fact, mom had actually put me in charge of bathing Justy, because she knew I
- liked him so much (but more than she thinks! heh).. so I bathed him and loved
- it, and so has he. Okay... he wants to talk about the creek some more. Let me
- let him type..
- It's Justin again.. yeah it's neat seeing my whole life getting talked about..
- I guess. Anyway I wanted to talk a little bit about walks and shit.. heh.. yeah
- I know shit draws flies.. heh.. that creek down there is really cool because
- it's really surrounded by lots of trees and there's lots of leaves and stuff
- before you get to it. We've gone down to that creek and in that area of our lot
- and even camped over weekends down there. You know, I've heard stories about
- dudes that like to look at snakes and all. They must be crazy cos they scare me
- shitless! The only snakes I like are in guys' pants.. hehe.. I think Josh is
- really happy with me because I came so quick over there a minute ago. Yeah.. if
- he stands over me and flaps his dick at me like I do to him sometimes, I can
- get feeling good real quick!
-
- Yeah.. Josh again. I just wanted to say, would you believe.. I have actually
- timed Justin with a stopwatch before, and well, really he has too. Sometimes we
- have races when we really get horny to see who can do it the fastest. Usually
- we don't though, cos we don't really like to rush it. Sometimes, if Justin
- humps a matress or something, I'll even count his strokes for him (sounds like
- golf, doesn't it?) His personal best (you don't care if I put this shit here do
- you, Justy?) No? Okay.. his personal best is 53 strokes and it just took about
- a minute and twenty-five seconds. Hot damn. It tops mine, he said mine was
- recorded at 75 strokes (I think I stroke quicker), and about a minute and
- forty-six seconds. Can we cook, or what?
- Yeah, we can bro. Damn, Josh is so cool. I love him, and he knows that. Yeah I
- just kissed him a while ago. He kisses me back now. I guess I've kissed him
- ever since I can remember.. hehe.. as much as he tells you, he can probably
- even pin it down to a day. No? Hmm.. strange. I thought HE was the one keeping
- the records in my baby book, "baby's first words" and everything.. hehe..just
- joshing, Josh! Tell 'em anything you want! It's cool.. well, I can tell you
- everything from a ten-year-old's point of view anyway.. that has two mothers!
- Naah.. see, my mom works a lot and at weird times. By the time Josh was twelve,
- he was doing a hell of a lot of sitting for me and it was just me and him at
- home. I was five, and we'd watch a little Sesame Street, and stuff like that,
- you know.. Winnie the Pooh's Corner.. shit like that. He made me keep a promise
- during that time that is just as safe today, and he knows it.. he went over to
- the VCR and began showing me some very young kids, nude. Like nine's and
- ten's.. dunno where he got them, but he told me that if I didn't like it, to
- just tell him to cut it off. I told him I would and I knew even then that we
- were so close that if I didn't like it, that was as far as it was going. I've
- never told on Josh about anything, and he's never told on me either. I think my
- parents think we're on some other planet or something, but maybe we are.. maybe
- it's called "Josh".. but anyways, I never told him to cut it off. He got naked
- and I did too, because even then those boys were making me hot, all of five
- years ago. He let me know in not so many words that being gay was cool, at
- least it was for him if I would accept him being that way. Hell honey, I did
- more than that, didn't I?
-
- Honey??? You are REALLY sounding like a queen now, you little pretty! Yeah..
- heh.. we're not really queens.. thanks for that contribution, Justin. Well,
- let's put it this way, you really did come through for me, bro.. big time. I
- could never ask you for any more than that, and I never will.
- Now, let me tell you about the time we rented this boat and went out on Lake
- Allatoona.. Justin and I. This was about a month ago. We went fishing, we had
- never been alone fishing and we went out for a day of it. I don't like to do it
- often, but anyway, we rented this boat and got way on out toward the middle of
- this lake. I navigated while Justy steered. So we stopped and dropped our
- lines. Just coolin' it, it was about 87 outside and all we had on were shorts.
- Up comes this box boat, about oh.. 20 miles an hour or so. There was a black
- dude at the bow and one at the stern. They were getting close to this buoy in
- the middle of the lake, a good 2000 feet from us or so. The one in the bow
- says, "cut-off." Not loudly, mind you, but loud enough for us to hear it over
- the motor. Well, he keeps a' comin'. "Cut-off!" he said, a little louder. Now
- he was really close to smashing that buoy. He still plowed on. Then he started
- really yelling. "Cut-off! CUT-OFF!"
- He hit the buoy before he could stall it all the way. The one that was in the
- bow was hanging onto the buoy and the one in the stern was in the bow, the jolt
- was so bad. Then I hear this, "You dummy! I told you to cut off!" heh.. after
- that they were too embarrassed to fish and got back in the boat and left. I
- knew they were fishermen because they had rods in there. As they rode off, I
- heard one of them say something about "he just couldn't sort that out", or
- something.
-
- Oh well. Yeah, it was kinda neat. This is "Justy" again. Huh? Oh.. well Josh is
- trying to get me to say that I love having sex with my brother.. so I love
- having sex with my brother. Josh just adores my freckles on my face.. I don't,
- I guess they're ok, but they make me look like such a baby.. Oh, Josh I'll
- pretend I didn't hear you say that! He said I was a baby! Grrrrr! [urge to
- kill]...
- J' know something I found out? Piss don't burn as much when it gets in your
- eyes as soap does.. I kinda found out by accident.. yeah. Dunno why I brought
- that up..
- You know, sometimes I think Justin acts older than I do! He does! I guess cos
- he knows how childish I am and he avoids it with a PASSION! Heheh.. yeah I like
- that word.. Justin does too..
- Well, we sleep naked and I wouldn't have it any other way. We don't even get
- cold in the wintertime because we have each other under the sheets to stay warm
- and really heat things up. Mom used to enforce a bedtime for us, but even when
- she did we stayed awake sometimes talking until upwards of 3 a.m.! We still
- do.. we share our dreams and shit like that.. it's really neat. It's funny..
- when it's cold and one of us has ta get out of the bed to go pee or something,
- we slip into a robe by the bed so we don't freeze our balls off! It's like
- going from a heated pool to.. well? Heh.. yeah.. I'll bet it gets on the upside
- of 130 degrees plus under the sheets sometimes. Sometimes, when we really feel
- hot and steamy, we even get the heavy covers on us in the summer, just to see
- how sweaty we can get! Then we uncover, and I fuck my brother with my hot
- sweaty dick! We love it!
- fy the way, I've actually slipped out of bed in the wintertime, and from the
- time I leave the covers 'til I get in that robe (we share the same one), my
- teeth chatter constantly, and actually sometimes even after I get IN the robe.
- Justin says his do too.
-
- Yeah man, they do! This is Justin again and I like what my brother has been
- saying.. he really has a way with words! Heh.. well, I guess I'm learning. It's
- hard in school with so many cute boys in my class. There's several of them,
- well, I guess there are a couple that I kinda put way up there close to the
- top.. like Danny Evert. God, what a stud! Josh has seen this kid! He thinks
- he's cute too, but he still thinks I'm cuter.. I dunno. I've seen him leakin'
- once and he has a pretty big one. There are places he could put that that would
- make me very happy.. hehe..
- Roger Gill is really cute.. his hair is kinda white colored.. not really
- blonde, but nearly white. Guess that's okay because Danny's hair is kinda dark,
- and that means hair color doesn't really bother me, eh? Cool. Roger's hair is
- neat cos it's straight and it's short in front, but in back it comes down to
- one of those tails like guys like to wear.. he's a skater and he doesn't mind
- me feeling of that long hair tail either.. I just let it slip through my
- fingers sometimes, an he just looks at me and says, "Cool, ain't it?" I said,
- "Yeah, it is.."
- Justin, I've met Roger once. He is a cool guy.. you should get to know him a
- little better. Never be shy, all anybody can ever say is no, and if they do,
- you'll always have me. You'll always have me anyway, you know that. Have you
- looked at him when he was leaking before?
- Yeah bro, I have. He's really cool, yeah.. I just kinda wonder if he's.. well,
- I've been talking to him about skate graffiti, that's all, and Tony Hawk.
- What about Tony Hawk? Has he said negative things like, "I think Tony Hawk is a
- faggot," or has he said anything directly to you that didn't really sound that
- good about faggots or anything?
- No, he said he liked Tony Hawk.. he hasn't said anything about fags. I'm just
- not sure..
- Is he really strong, does he work out or anything, or have you noticed? I mean,
- does he seem to bully people around, or well.. I can't say this any other way
- so you can understand.. does he seem to be a dominant figure or does he seem
- SHY?
- Oh, a little shy I guess.. no he doesn't bully people around. I guess I just
- haven't said anything to him yet.
- A word of advice, little bro... if you REALLY like this guy, do just like I did
- with Barry Hansell. Go up, watch him pee, let him know you're there and try to
- pick a time when you might be the only two in the bathroom. Like I say though,
- let him be fully aware that you are watching and are interested. That is the
- one time that you can catch a guy off guard.
- Yeah.. yeah.. I know.. I'll try that dude.. tomorrow's Friday, you know.
-
- Yeah, it is. You have a whole day to try it, but just remember everything's
- cool. If you lose Roger as a friend over it, he probably wasn't a friend to
- start with. Does Danny skate?
- No, Danny doesn't skate and he looks at girls a lot more than Roger seems to.
- See, I kinda don't think Roger really looks at girls at all.. he never talks
- about girls around me. Just mostly skatin'.
- You should buy you a board and take it up. You might look pretty good up there.
-
- Well, yeah. This is Justin and it's Friday afternoon now, school just let out
- anad things are really cool. I mean, REALLY cool. I did what I wanted to do. I
- never really noticed it before, but Roger looks at ME a lot in class, and
- smiles. He was in front of me at the water fountain, got a drink and went into
- the restroom, just to the left. I skipped my drink and followed him. It was
- really cool because I remembered all the other people in line behind me were
- girls. He whipped out his weenie and started peein', okay? I never did, I felt
- weird because I went in there just to watch, I didn't have to pee at all. He
- started peein', and I just kinda reached up and started playing with the tail
- of his hair again. He kinda stopped pissing for a second and looked at me.
- "You're cool as shit," I told him right there. "You really are," I repeated and
- told him he was my idol. You can't say I wasn't being totally honest, because
- he has been my idol since last year.
-
- "Yeah? You like looking at me?" he asked. "Yeahh.. a lot. Something wrong with
- that?"
- "No," he said. "I just think you're really cool too.."
- "Well Roger, I guess you have a cute.. body.." I said, quietly like I might be
- straight.
- He couldn't pee any more, he might have been through but I don't think so. He
- zipped up and said "Damn!" and he stood there a second. Do you know what he did
- next? He kissed me! Right there! I guess he Frenched me, cos his tongue went in
- my mouth and everything.. it was really neat! He pulled back and made a muscle
- for me. He knew then, and only then, that I had always watched him on purpose
- when he lifted weights. Now, the way things stand, he's going to come over here
- at five this afternoon, just a couple of hours from now, and he might even
- spend the night!
-
- Fuckin' Ay little brother! I knew things sounded too juicy not to work out for
- you! Uh.. does Roger have any brothers or sisters or anything?
- Yeah dude, he's got an older brother, Carl. He's fourteen I think. I may have
- to ask about him.. I've seen him once though and the two of them don't really
- look anything alike. Wait - I think he might be straight, cos I've heard him
- talking on the phone when I went over there before to his house.
- Yeah but, are you sure it was a GIRL he was talking to?
- Not a hundred percent, but he doesn't talk gay on the phone.
- That doesn't mean anything. He could still be gay, silly! I mean, I don't really talk gay on the phone either!
- Yes you do...
- Okay.. okay.. sometimes.
- You said Danny Evert looks a lot at girls. Can you be sure about that?
- Pretty. He seems to surround himself with girls in the classroom.. I think it
- affects his studies.
- Okay.. it sounds like we might have a straight cat here.. you might wanna play
- it cool with him for a little while.
- Yeah, just what I was thinking.. he's gotten a couple of F's lately..
- Now, wait a minute. This sounds serious.. I may have to take that last comment
- back. If it affects his studies like that, and he's making F's, it may be that
- he is forcing himself to be surrounded by girls to try to prove something to
- himself. I don't mean to sound like I'm.. weird, but Justy you learned in a
- hurry. Some kids your age don't know shit about sex or even if they like guys
- or girls. He might think he's gay, or may even know it to be fact, and be
- forcing himself to sit around those girls to try to curb that, but it might be
- a waste of his time and energy.
-
- You really think so? God, you'd make a great counselor! You really would!
- Thanks.. well, I try and I've been there myself.. that helps a lot.. yeah.. I
- feel you playing with my pubic hairs, aww.. lick 'em boy, lick 'em!
- Yeah.. Josh has got really cool pubes, man.. so long and curly.. heheh.. listen
- to me.. I'm a little fuckin' whore, if you can believe this shit!
- They probably can.. heh.. Justin lets me finger-fuck him a lot too.. all the
- time in bed and I've put all kinds of things up his ass before and all he does
- is ask me for more.. and then sometimes he shits it back out on me, sometimes
- in the toilet. Oh well.. I'm just a little horny, I don't mean to rub your face
- in dirt, but then, you're not complaining, are you?
- Justin, who was that boy that walked away from school with you, uh.. Tuesday I
- think it was..?
- Tuesday? Hmm.. dunno.. may have been Harold Neighbors.. did he have long hair?
- Yeah...
- Yeah. Harold Neighbors. He's okay, but he sleeps in class a lot.
- Ahh.. probably means he does things at night.
- Oh?
- Yeah.. think about it. Stays up, maybe.. slips out of his house..?
- May be-- I'll ask him about that sometime. Damn, maybe you should come into my
- class sometime!
- I might! I'll tell your teacher that I'm with the high school study project,
- and do some studying..
- Hehe! That would work